perfection, or lack there of

Last night two of my closest friends in the world came to the city to visit and we had an amazing time. I finally got to see The Moth live and it was every bit as good as I expected it to be. I have to admit though that the environment and company got me to bend my rules a little and I broke down and had a couple glasses of wine with our delicious sushi dinner.
Instead of beating myself up about it though I just drank a bunch of water before bed, woke up early and did some stretching and centering before I started my day today. This evening after work I have 90 minutes of hot yoga at the gym and I’ll be hydrating in preparation for that all day.
I think being easy on myself is actually a lot more difficult than being hard, if that makes any sense. I tend toward a type A personality which make me a killer perfectionist and an incredibly hard worker. I’m practically brimming with follow through and diligence.  This is how I taught myself to snowboard when even the personal instructor told me that I should give up and try skiing. (no joke!) I believe it is also how I have managed in New York. The same motivation that gets me though all those things also makes it really difficult to do any less than succeed, or not reach/exceed my goals. I think learning how to accept imperfection is just as or perhaps even more important then it’s unyielding pursuit. A difficult road but I think I’m making strides!
Today it is COLD. Like 2 degrees with wind chill kinda cold. It’s back to a life of ducking into the various indoor spaces and braving the outdoor s only on an as necessary basis. Oh I do look forward to the Spring. I suppose it’s days like this that make us all appreciate them so much. A cup of hot chocolate sounds decadent though, perhaps tonight I’ll indulge.

Last night two of my closest friends in the world came to the city to visit and we had an amazing time. I finally got to see The Moth and it was every bit as good as I expected it to be. I have to admit though that the environment and company got me to bend my rules a little and I broke down and had a couple glasses of wine with our delicious sushi dinner.

Instead of beating myself up about it though I just drank a bunch of water before bed, woke up early and did some stretching and centering before I started my day today. This evening after work I have 90 minutes of hot yoga at the gym and I’ll be hydrating in preparation for that all day.

I think being easy on myself is actually a lot more difficult than being hard, if that makes any sense. I tend toward a type A personality which make me a killer perfectionist and an incredibly hard worker. I’m practically brimming with follow through and diligence.  This is how I taught myself to snowboard when even the personal instructor told me that I should give up and try skiing. (no joke!) I believe it is also how I have managed in New York. The same motivation that gets me though all those things also makes it really difficult to do any less than succeed, or not reach/exceed my goals. I think learning how to accept imperfection is just as or perhaps even more important then it’s unyielding pursuit. A difficult road but I think I’m making strides!

Today it is COLD. Like 2 degrees with wind chill kinda cold. It’s back to a life of ducking into the various indoor spaces and braving the outdoor s only on an as necessary basis. Oh I do look forward to the Spring. I suppose it’s days like this that make us all appreciate them so much. A cup of hot chocolate sounds decadent though, perhaps tonight I’ll indulge.

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